Memorial Day..............

Lest we forget........ To all who have served.... To all who are serving.... To our fallen, and to those still with us... My respect, and an honest thank you!

I love you.......

I think you read this sometimes........ I'm trying to respect your space..... We should talk, there is much to talk about... I know we may not want to talk about the same things, but we both need to talk, and listen. Please talk with me my love, we owe each other that much.

New Starts.......

Life is weird at times...... I started spring with a new job and a sense of hope....sadly that hope faded quickly and reality became an obstacle I could no longer avoid. The company is a great one, but straight commission pay is not feasible at this time.....time to move on. Moving on has been a theme this spring it seems, this I've learned over the last six weeks anywho. There is so much to do, so much to try to do. I have so many things that I want fixed...and fixed right now! I know it doesn't work that way though...all I can do is work on fixing the things here that I can personally. All I can fix is me for now.... It's hard to accept, but it may be that not all problems want to be fixed. I've come to learn that maybe me fixing my shit is not enough. I have hope...and I have love, but I can only fix whats here. I hope that when it's time..things that need to fixed together can. I hope we will.. I start a new job monday. I'm excited and terrified at the same time. The money is reasonable to start...and gets better after 90 days. By the end of this year, I may be back where I was financially...which would not suck..:) It's going to be tight here for awhile, but it will be nice to have an office....to have a guaranteed paycheck. I love you my heart. Here is to both of us having a better year...hopefully together.

Of birthdays, funerals, and life.......

My boy turned 14 a few weeks ago..he's becoming a man. He's becoming a fine man, and it makes me proud and scares me also. There are so many things i don't understand...so many things I don't know how to share with him, but he floored me today. Today was his grannies funeral. He wanted to help...be strong for his mom. He was a pall bearer. I've never seen my son wear a tie before. He looked strong...he sucked it up. He made me proud. I'm proud of you my son. Life gets bumpy..as you well already know, but I think you have your tool box in order.

Tá grá agam duit Aghrá...:)

I love you Agrah.....

....and I always will love you, all my heart.

Heard a joke today....

It's dark....but struck me funny. The difference between a recession and a depression.. Recession.....When most of your friends are out of work. Depression....When you are out of work. Take care goofs and friends.

From the mail bag....

I love my Canadian friend sometimes..................:) The wrong bitch............. The train was quite crowded, so a Redneck U. S. Marine walked the entire length looking for a seat, but the only seat left was taken by a well dressed, middle-aged, French woman's poodle. The war-weary Marine asked, 'Ma'am, may I have that seat?' The French woman just sniffed and said to no one in particular 'Americans are so rude. My little Fifi is using that seat.' The Marine walked the entire train again, but the only seat left was under that dog. 'Please, ma'am. May I sit down? I'm very tired.' She snorted, 'Not only are you Americans rude, you are also arrogant!' This time the Marine didn't say a word; he just picked up the little dog, tossed it out the train window, and sat down. The woman shrieked, 'Someone must defend my honor! this American should be put in his place!' An English gentleman sitting nearby spoke up, 'Sir, you Americans often seem to have a penchant for doing the wrong thing. You hold the fork in the wrong hand. You drive your autos on the wrong side of the road. And now, sir, you seem to have thrown the wrong bitch out the window. Take care goofs and friends...............:)