I'm awake of late........

I'm uncertain this is a good thing. Thats not to say I'm certain it's a bad thing either.....I just always feel awkward awake......awake like this. I'm raw..........I don't know why I'm raw. I'm angry..............I know why I'm angry. I'm horney and bored.....well duh...... I want to laff...................I want to scream...............I want to cry. I want to break shit........I want to break shit...........I want to just fucking flip out...............this is not an option.... Awake rather sucks at times.............. but atleast it beats the alternative........