Reflecting.........

It's no surprise I've been kinda pissy and down on myself of late. While I'm moving on and making the best of my new job, and accepting other things I wish were not..........well hell, I still get sideways. Tonight I was talking to a friend I hadn't talked to in some time. We got to talking about cats and my cat and her cats and stupid shit...I looked down For the 1st time in over 6 months.........my cat brought me a toy and set it at my feet, just waiting with that look in his evil beady eyes..:) We played..........it was good to play, was good to see him play. Perhaps I can learn from him........

I'm awake of late........

I'm uncertain this is a good thing. Thats not to say I'm certain it's a bad thing either.....I just always feel awkward awake......awake like this. I'm raw..........I don't know why I'm raw. I'm angry..............I know why I'm angry. I'm horney and bored.....well duh...... I want to laff...................I want to scream...............I want to cry. I want to break shit........I want to break shit...........I want to just fucking flip out...............this is not an option.... Awake rather sucks at times.............. but atleast it beats the alternative........

I have no wordsllllllllll

sorry................ it is what it is.

As a measure of trust............

Your request................I anchored myself here. Here is interesting...........thank you so much.....

I don't mind..............

Being your back burner plan.............. We are all feeling out how we live things............. grrr

Reflections the day after.......

Change is painful............ Not all pain is bad...... Not all change is good...... While I admit my crystal ball is out for repairs, I think it's a very very.........interesting four years. The people have spoken, it's truly been historic. Not all moments marked as historic are good..... Not all moments marked as historic are bad...... Not all moments marked as historic made any damn difference.... I think I'm glad my crystal ball is broke, I know I'm glad the election is over. Whether your team won or lost, a toast to you and a cold beer for me. The dice have been cast, lets see how this turn of the wheel plays out. Take care goofs and friends.....

Moods.......................

I'm very angry tonight. Before you all go jumping to conclusions..................it has nothing to do with the vote. Thats it's own separate animal. This should not be so... Tonight I got great news..... I'm very angry tonight..............

And.....

On the morrow.......the world watches. To us here, a collective breath held....perhaps other places as well... What do you think goofs and peeps? What are your thoughts this day? :)

A ton off...........

I don't know if it was guilt or simple one up's...........but thank you uncle. Thank you for keeping your promise and finishing the job that I had to start for you. I love ya man......this is for us.